Intimacy is my Muse.

Tommorrow is my final for Photography 101.

I think i did decent.

Most of the time, i was uninspired. Except for this one roll and ONLY roll that I managed to produce after a good walk, and intimate relations. I felt more alive then, than I had in ages. It felt like a step above escapisim, and just throwing myself into a whole nother realm of well I don’t know what to call it.

I think intimacy is my muse.

Tommorow is my final for Photography 101.

I have my portfolio 95% of the way done, and I dont think it will get any better than that. I’m really putting myself down in thinking I’m probably only going to get a C on it. I have excellent prints, its just I don’t think I did everything write, everything to standard. And I hear, I failed my test by one point. 6/8.

I’m not good at all that technical stuff.

Tommorrow is my final for photography 101…

and I have to work from 5-9. Did I mention that class was from 6-8:50? Apparently its just like work to do this, screw you over I mean. This is the second time they’ve schedueled me to work during shcool hours, when i SPECIFICALLY had to fill out a paper saying I CAN NOT WORK  ON MONDAYS AND WEDNESDAYS AFTER 2PM.

And they lied to me too. They told me I worked SUNDAY, DECEMBER 6 3-7pm and when I got there they claimed, I must of heard things wrong, and there was no work for me.

I love my job, I am in disagreement with my employers.

Tommorrow is my final for Photography 101.

and I don’t think I’m inspired to take Photography 102 anymore. The supplies are too expensive, and I’m not made of any money. I don’t get any hours at work, and I hate asking people if I can borrow money, and like I said, I hardly feel inspired to take pictures this winter. its just grey, grey, grey, grey gyey and that’s it. Seattle. Oh, and did i mention 19 degrees cold?

Intimacy is my muse, and i am currently uninspired.